Cloudiness

My days lately have been foggy and mis-directed. I have been getting up no later than 9 am to get to the gym and begin my day in a solid and healthy way... only to find myself completely drained at the end of a few hours. The rain that has been lately covering the desert here inLas Vegas, is something refreshing to me and actually seems to bring me back to life a bit.. but as I have had some muscle pain, due to stress and not sleeping correctly - I have been at a loss for energy - and that makes my days suck.

I work in the evenings and other than going to and from errands and gym-time, I have not seen much daylight. I know this accounts for alot of how I have been feeling. Tomorrow I am off of work and I plan on sleeping alot, eating well for myself.. and just resting my body. I will read my new book that arrived yesterday - The Heart of Buddha’s Teaching by Thich Nhat Hanh - a book I learned of by reading a fellow blogger's page over at WALK THE OLD LINE. I am really quite looking forward to it. I cannot wait to sleeep in and be happy with it. No-where to go, and nothing to do until the late morning on Monday. I will eventually go and end up outside, probably during the magic hour and get in on some Sun to catch upon my Vitamin D production, and add a little bit of color in my face.

I went and got my haircut today, and talked to the Young lady that usually cuts m y hair - about her 4 .. (FOUR) jobs. She is a hair stylist, make-up artist for 944 Magazine, and among other things does fashion shoots and make-up for celebrities. Recently she did Dave Navarro's make-up for the "Pornstar Ball" that they had at Tao Nightclub. She said he was cool, and weird and gropy. Hahah.. As she was telling me the story, she was cutting my hair and found a long, white.. hair amongst my dark brown hair.. embedded in there with all the crinklyness of a stressed out 30 something boy. Now I know it was "1" hair.. but it really made me realize that it was more than time to chill and stop being so wound up.

I am actually wishing I could afford to spend the money on a full body massage. That will have to wait, as I am in need of more important things.. like food and the payment of my bills! I am just imagining how a relaxing steam room and a massage would be and how great it could make me feel. Soon enough I suppose.

Until next time!