Getting Back to It

.. So.. I had lost some interest in sharing my days and life-like adventures with you all.. becuase I was just a bit disillusioned with the way my life was going. I took a minute, or a few months, and did the personal inventory thing. Opened up the "Jiggins-Schematics" and took a look. What I found was what I always find during such a situation. It was all me all the time. I can blame my surroundings, and circumstances, and teh viral nature that some people just have with their personal ways.. but really it is just about me and what I make of it.

I'll tell ya.. Las Vegas has a lot to offer..and I have learned how to maneuver the streets and craziness that is life here.. but it can wear you down if you are not careful. I was going non-stop.. and allowing things to build up and just not dealing with my situations and worries as they came up. The people I was surrounding myself with were all in a state of flux themselves.. some of them have no idea what it means to be that way..and I was letting it affect me. One night i turned off all the ..everything .. in my apartment, closed my eyes.. and just listened to my mind whir. The grinding and peddling, rushing and whooshing and fluttering.. the noise and sounds that fill my head. I listened and let it all float by behind my eyes, watching as things and pieces of time lines arranged themselves to form one stream of my personal consciousness.

Nearly instantly I felt better.

More to the point.. I am getting back to what is me. So posting again I will be.. Yoda style if needed. I will be catching up with those of you that have continued to include me in your writings, and for the rest of everyone.. you will be seeing me anyway! Hope to hear from you soon!